Eyewitness: A report from the abyss
Maha Sbitani, An American, Ramallah – Next to Yasser Arafats compound, 1 Apr 2002
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From: MahaComm@aol.com
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Sent: Monday, April 01, 2002 3:33 PM
Subject: A report from the abyss
April 1, 2002
By the questions and phone calls we have been getting I am realizing
more and more that we are out here alone, unheard, unseen and most of us
live in total darkness. The only company is the horrifying sounds of explosions
and monotonous sounds of the tank chains ripping the streets.
Saturday morning I looked at Arafats compound and
found about 9 tanks parked, and the streets were full of tanks that constantly
rived their engines and moved ever so slightly back and forth. The motion
of the tanks shook the stonehouse to the point that small objects would
actually topple over.
At noon (12:00 sharp) the tanks in the compound
started moving. I could see them 3 at a time backing up into the hole (the
one you must have seen (on television) a million times in Arafat’s
compound) loading up soldiers. I was elated and started making phone calls
to the people in town. “They aregetting out!�
I honestly thought it was all over. One by one the tanks loaded the Israeli
soldiers and moved out of the compound to be replaced by three more.
All the tanks were moving in all directions, two
of them came to my next-door neighbors house. One of them simply backed
up to the house and lifted the rear (or front not sure) door. The Soldiers
rushed out one after the other and simply took over the house in the same
way they took over mine 24hrs before. The news was saying that they are
getting out of the compound but no one was showing where they were actually
going (about one hundred feet away).
TV vans and cars started coming by. I saw the small
children in the house across the street whistling to gain their attention.
The house across the street was occupied for two days by the same soldiers
that left my house. I called out to the camera crew and invited them to
my house. We briefed them about what has-been going on and they used my
roof to film the compound. Later that same crew (thank you CBS crew) would
come back with fresh bread and cigarettes for some of the families in the
neighborhood. It was getting dark and I saw the soldiers go back in and
reoccupy the family home with small children (oldest being about 13 youngest
2).
It was a very restless night. My husband and I took
shifts in taking short naps. We sleep in our clothes to be ready just In
case the soldiers reoccupy. The town is out of electricity but we have
a generator. We use electricity and water sparingly since we have no idea
how long this nightmare will last.
Yesterday (Sunday) was a blur, tanks and more tanks.
I spent most of my day reporting to our president at president@whitehouse.gov.
I got one automatic reply thanking me and letting me know that my president
cares about what I have to say.
My neighbors downstairs finally had the courage
to come to the window in the stairway. She was crying and completely terrified.
She and her husband are in their late seventies, she took me into her kitchen
to show me what the soldiers have done. She was crying and shaking she
asked me to help them. I assured her they will not come back and put up
signs on all the doors with the American Flag and typed up some signs that
read “This house belongs to American Citizens. The United
States Government protects us. Please DO NOT ENTER�. I am
not sure if this will do any good but Idid it anyway.
Neighbors were calling each other from windows with
a whisper, calling out each others names to ask if they are OK. to see
if they are still alive, to try to get some comfort. Everyone is trying
to be brave for the other, yet they all knew they were helpless and terrified.
I got a call from some people in downtown Ramallah
last night about 11:30 panicked and thought I could help (since I am American)
the told me that there is a building (Draghmeh building –
5 story – 60 apartments full of families) surrounded by tanks
asking the people to get out of their homes and threatening to blow up
the building. No one got out since they were afraid of what they just heard
about the30 policemen prisoners who were cold-bloodedly after being taken
as POW’s. And watching on television the 5 people that were
massacred 4 of which were over 50. No one wanted to risk that fate.
I (like a good American Citizen) immediately called
the American consulate in Jerusalem (RSO - 622-7286, 622-7200 and the American
Citizens Services 622 7284, and finally called the mobile the council General
al 050 223327) there was no answer at any of the lines. I could leave a
message if I wanted to but I thought why bother. They probably would have
thanked me for making the call just like the automated e-mail I got from
my president earlier in the day. All night the tank engines were humming
and I am sure no one could actually sleep.
Today (Monday) there was a different type of activity.
Beginning at 5:30am tanks started moving around the streets. Going nowhere
really just in circles. They would speed up and slow down. One knocked
over the telephone pole in the middle of the street. Another went over
it. The main concern of the soldier was to get the cables out of the tanks
chains.. No concern or even the slightest thought to the fact that they
have just cut off most of the telephones in the neighborhood. Later I saw
a repair pickup with the UN flag and I witnessed the Israeli soldiers turn
them back. Now most people in this neighborhood are without electricity
and phone lines.
We are seeing Israeli jeeps labeled with “Police�,
and the soldiers are actually walking around the streets on foot proudly
sporting their machine guns. I saw the TV cars come by and the soldiers
turned them back saying, “No TV crew are allowed in�.
One crew member tried to talk to them to no avail.
The ambulance came by and I was delighted since
my husband is almost out of his medication. I practically leaped out the
window trying to get their attention but they didn't notice me since Israeli
Jeeps surrounded them and were telling them to turn back. The soldier would
use his microphone to tell people to stay put and not to get out, as if
any one would dare to.
I tried to talk to American officials today to see
if I can get out. I was told that the Americans are “negotiating�
with the Israelis to get the American citizens out. We are not sure how
well the “negotiations�will end up with our “friends
and allies� but for sure if our spouses or children are not
American, we would have to leave them behind.
We keep hearing about more suicide bombings going
on. This in it self is horrifying, and I keep asking myself what is the
difference between state organized terrorism and individual terrorism.
The answer that keeps coming up is what my Government keeps repeating.
Israeli state organized terrorism is defined by the US as self-defense;
individuals protesting occupation are called terrorists. I say it is all
Terrorism! We have to stop pretending that one sort of terrorism is good
and the other is bad. To kill a civilian is to kill civilian, but there
is a big difference when the killing is supported by a state.
The truth is the Israeli State organized terrorism
and the occupation is breading the individual terrorist.
Maha Sbitani
An American
Ramallah – Next to Yasser Arafats compound